As promised.here it is!!! lectures today *thumbs down* another load of new info still processing in my mind. freaking out coz lots of catchin' up needed and e-tut and reports to be done by this wk. not to mention my retaking of eng o's is in another few days time.*groans* Dear God, grant me my heart's desire. i dunt want to repeat it anymore.
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had prayer meeting at church just now after dinner with lynette jas jie. made me ponder on somethings. aand here i am. LORD, forgive me of my sins. i repent so that u can use me efficiently for your kingdom. not now but soon. we lift worship night on 18 Nov into your might hands. may your spirit work in us and thru us to your ppl. thank you, heavenly Father.

pouring it out. it has been with me for a very long time. being lonely and accompanion-less is always inevitable. nevertheless i hate the feeling. my heart crys out for close open friend/friends who is willing to stand by me and to do things with physically. someone whom i can confide in and also to care and show GoD's love to. its not that I dunt have any friends in sch. just feel that the ppl im with dunt really are my kind. and thus cant do the things I enjoy with them. and all we just talk abt is merely on the surface. i find a sense of emptiness.(that's sad actually, and i end up thinking and feeling all this when in the mist of being with them) smthg is just missing. that I dunt feel zhi zai.

somehow, its just so different from sec sch days. the close friends i've drifted away,parhaps, coz they are no longer in the same sch as me.
i miss the feeling of being loved the joy the madness.
seriously.
tho i knw nthg is more impt that having jesus as our friend and counsellor.
coz spiritually HE is theee closest friend.
the one who knws us inside out.
Father, hear my cry.
i will wait patiently.
in your time...



-posted by Faith's friend, Karen.
-Written by Faith
(cus she has yet to solve the problem of blogging at home. Help someone? Thanks!)